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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2006|04:45 am]
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[Current Mood |drunkdrunk]

Oh shi, sup LJ.

Been a long time. So I got Bully and Okami for PS2. They're so much fun. I'm going to check out Just Cause too.

I've been drinking all night and WRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYy

also cocks.
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2006|03:15 pm]
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mewithoutYou on the 13th with friends at the Norva.
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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2006|03:53 pm]
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I don't miss you. I'll miss you when you're dead.
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(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2006|09:28 pm]
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Fuck PETA for attacking Steve Irwin.
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(no subject) [Sep. 10th, 2006|01:06 am]
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[Current Mood |empty]

I just got home from work.

So I hate sleeping now because all I dream about is my ex-girlfriend and they are usually intense and negative dreams. I wake up feeling very distant and disconnected from anyone around me. Apparently she didn't leave me for anyone, but I have yet to discover a logical reason. What can I say? I miss her more than I've ever missed anything. I really thought I was going to marry this one.

I hate it here.

Who the fuck reads this shit anyway.
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2006|11:43 pm]
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[Current Mood |empty, lonely]

Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die.

Things are okay.

But not really.

They're mediocre.

Where is Justin?

K.
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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2006|10:40 am]
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[Current Mood |empty]

Steve Irwin the crocodile hunter died.

I barely sleep.

I have work at 5.

It's raining.

Oh yeah and I shaved my head the other day.

Yeah.
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Nothing metaphorical about anything. [Sep. 3rd, 2006|06:57 pm]
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[Current Mood |empty]

Today is Sunday.

I met up with Trenholm and his girlfriend at Maymont.
He got into a fender bender.

I'm at home now.

I'm doing nothing.

I feel like shit.
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(no subject) [Aug. 27th, 2006|08:43 pm]
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I'm not allowed to do anything because old men say so. I'm not allowed to sleep in school because "education is important." I'm not allowed to drink alcohol because 21 is the legal age. I'm not allowed to feign death because then I get around taxes. I'm not allowed to write on walls because it's petty vandalism, not art. I'm not allowed to be in certain public places at night because even though my taxes pay for it, it's trespassing. I'm not allowed to curse in public because I might offend someone. I'm not allowed to hate my government because they say it's unpatriotic or treason. I'm not allowed to like homosexuals because some G/god we never met said so or something. I'm not allowed to laugh too loud or be obnoxious because police officers like to show off their nightstick. I'm not allowed to get in a fight if someone hurts me because it's assault, even if it's self-defense. I'm not allowed to burn flags because it's a symbol of our country. I'm not allowed to loiter around some buildings because I don't buy anything. I'm not allowed to put up posters of my own because I don't pay for the space. I'm not allowed to live off a job that exempts me from paying taxes because the government doesn't have enough of my money. I'm not allowed to dress up in a secret costume and save peoples lives because its vigilantism. I'm not allowed to say certain things to certain people, because everyone is so sensitive nowadays. I'm not allowed to draw disney characters because its copyright infringement. I'm not allowed to be happy.

I'm not allowed to learn from things I'm curious about.

I'm not allowed to figure out who I am.

I'm not allowed to think.

I'm only allowed to live, to breathe, and to drain resources and give rich people my money.

And then I'm allowed to die.

I hate people because they like to control others. I hate myself because it's so hard to stop.

Humans are pathetic, disgusting, vulgar, arrogant, selfish, annoying, and unappreciative bastards.
What can I do to change this?
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Meme survey. [Aug. 5th, 2006|02:10 am]
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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2006|03:33 am]
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Im not a very religious guy. I'm not an athiest per se, nor am I really an agnostic. I don't follow any major religions, because let's face it, they can be a little hokey, full of nonsense or what have you. Christianity is a little silly, the beliefs and history are less than admirable. Islam has plenty of issues, hell even buddhism has had problems in the past. What I admire about most of them though... is that they can agree on one thing.

SCIENTOLOGY IS THE BIGGEST CROCK OF HICKORY-SMOKED HORSE BUTTHOLES TO EVER EXIST!
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2006|02:20 am]
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I WHOLE HEARTEDLY BELIEVE...

That the Fourth Hokage is the father of Naruto.

They look similar when they were young, and the series says their personalities were similar. It would make sense to seal the Kyubi into your own son.

GOD I WISH THE SERIES WOULD FUCKING END. END PLZ. I WANT TO KNOW THE ENDING.
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(no subject) [Jun. 14th, 2006|06:48 pm]
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I updated my computer today. Justin came over and we disemboweled my dear HP.

-New Acryllic Case: Shiny, blue, and big. It's prettier and more spacious for hardware.
-5 Places for fans: Fans spots placed in effective places. I currently only have 2 installed, but in due time they will all be occupied.
-500 watt Power Supply: An improvement compared to my old 200 watt.
-On-Board LCD Monitoring Screen: Allows me to increase/decrease fanspeed accordingly when the temperature is too high. It's missing the thermostat part, but I already have stuff that'll tell me the temp.

I'm currently in search for a much more efficient motherboard with a better processor as well as a better video card (PCi) and larger hdd. Justin can hook me up with all for a good price. So I'm waiting for that.

Hooray for my newly updated PC.
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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2006|01:18 pm]
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So I can't burn cds anymore for some reason... is it possible that my CD drive is fucked up or something... it'll act like it's recording up until about 40%. But then it fails. The CD will slowly spin to a stop and it'll say "LOL CAN'T BURN" more or less. I'm not running anything and the CD's I use are the ones I always use.

plz help ;_;
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2006|12:28 am]
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I got Steambot Chronicles for PS2 and I really dig it. I accidently joined some fascist organization called the "Bloody Mantises" and you destroy police mechs in order to rank up. It's a pretty non-linear game with an acceptable and interesting story. The two are mixed nicely and it's fun.

I also managed to get a Nintendo DS for my birthday. I wanted it for work because there is much SIT time there and I have nothing to do. Animal Crossing is pretty neat albiet I bet the Furry community is all over that shit. Thank BALLS you play as a human. Basically I run around in a military uniform with an axe. What's cooler is the online capability. WiFi shit ftw. The new Mario is cool too. What game I really enjoy is Brain Age. It consists of tests and the like to increase brainpower and blah blah. It's fun.

Nothing much going on in regard to LIFE or my FUTURE. Although I'm still planning on paramedic, I would rather draw & write comic books as well as write books. English major is the dream, but it would hardly be a sufficient source of income... unless I wrote shitty "bestsellers" and that is not going to happen.

I'm still with Rachel and we're doing good.

ALSO: I'm going to get a new and awesome videocard + a new hard drive + sweet comp buffs. AND I was looking into... WoW. Discuss.
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2006|06:42 pm]
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pplz fukin at theaters what [May. 9th, 2006|01:48 am]
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I was nearly late to work this evening but I managed to make it on time. I work at a movie theater, but that's not really the important part of this post. About 8 o'clock I go downstairs from the projectionist booth to smoke a cigarette and get some fresh air. The booth is stuff and lonely sometimes, so I like to go downstairs and sit around outside until movies need loading again. Well anyway, I walk out of the back door in the storage room of the concession area, where the dumpsters are and the loud creak and slam of the door must of startled him. When I walked out and looked to my right, I saw, A COUPLE CLEARLY HAVING SEX BY THE EMERGENCY EXIT DOOR OUTSIDE, IN THE MOTHER FUCKING RAIN.

The man and I, our eyes met for a moment. I stood there rather confused trying to understand why there is a man standing in the corner with his pants around his knees. Is he peeing? Why would he pull his pants down that far to pee? Upon him turning around, shocked to see some random employee looking square at him, I noticed the girl, hands and forhead against the brick of the building. "Holy motherfucking shit!" I thought to myself. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. This whole event took place in about 5 seconds before I walked back inside and yell, "Shit! Guys come here and see this! This couple is having sex outside!" A manager and a shift leader came barrelling outside, both curious and focused on catching them. They saw a glimpse of the culprits as they were running away. We started to chase, but they managed to sneak into the movie they were originally seeing.

When their movie ended, the manager was waiting outside and confronted the energetic exibitionists. They were so embarrassed.

It was fucking hilarious.

How was your day?


P.S.
Happy Birthday to me.
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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2006|07:14 pm]
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I just finished reading the Celestine Prophecy. I found it brilliant. Anyone else ever read into it? A lot of people I talked to about it pulled the contemporary "BLAH BLAH NEW AGE SHIT" but how it directly connected with modern religion, primarily Christianity, was excellent. I feel that the book holds some truths, especially when speaking of the Mayans. How their disappearance and their mysterious beliefs took part in that.

My whole life I've felt attracted to, and conscious to the coincidences that happen to me. I feel that they do take place in our evolution as a human race and that eventually, we will surpass that of our material demeanor as well as our quest for power and controlling other peoples energy.
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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2006|09:54 am]
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Could someone tell me what "Voyevoda" means in english? I believe it's Russian.
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Disconnected Connectivity [Mar. 18th, 2006|03:40 am]
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[Current Music |Cat Power - I Found A Reason]

I do not believe in God. Nor do I believe in Allah. I do not believe there is a heaven or hell. I do not believe there is a son, a father. Nor is there a holy spirit. Zion does not exist and there is no holy land where virgins await. The blood and body of christ is decayed and deceased. There is no Jah or Vishnu. There is no Zeus, no Aphrodite, no Aries.

However, I do believe that we confuse something with God, with Allah, with Heaven, and with Hell. I do believe there is a force we mistake for religious forces. There is more to it than one single consciousness that governs Earth and her inhabitants. There is more than heaven, more than hell. There is a force. There is a single energy. An energy composed of every single human being alive and deceased. One single force that governs our planet, our solar system, our universe. Composed of every single life on Earth and whatever else life may be out there. One singular stream we are separated from and connected to. Eventually we realize what we're a part of and then lose it again. We are always remembering and then forgetting what universal force we are a part of.

We forget we are a ball of rock and water spinning around in space. We forget that the universe is vast and wide, perhaps infinite. We forget that as far as we know, we are alone. We run around our rocky and watery sphere with inate and ultimately purposeless actions. It seems that life is just lifetimes of adolecence. A life of high school. A life of immature gossip. And so we forget that we are rock and water, floating in the black, starry universe.

We are governed by one solitary force. One we, as life, involuntarily created. A dynamic human energy, forged from dynamic human spirits. Did you forget that you are conscious? I did, but I'm trying to remember. I forgot that we are rock and water in space. I forgot that we are all connected to each other through our spirit. I forgot that we created God and all the rest through ignorance and fear.

I also forgot that god is only all of us put together as one.

Jesus knew. So did Buddha. And we are no different from them.

The man on the soapbox knows too. God is a goldfish. God is a Tiger Lily. God is me. God is you. God is us.
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